unknown/tangent

Tonight sucked ass….went up to calaveras hoping to drift, but no one was up there. I got work a few hours from now… I need to stay up so I can sleep in and wake up right before work at night… fuck black friday. i’m not even going to be able to enjoy my birthday on saturday… oh well….$$$$$$???? back to my studies…

consumed by school, work, life. i can help but miss those days when I had time to kick back and get lost in my thoughts. it saddens me that this blog is turning into another one of those “picture blogs” … le sigh.

I know this may sound selfish, but I don’t want to live in this house and live my life in obedience. I want to run free, and do what makes me happy. Do I live miserably in comfort? Or do I live day to day struggling to be happy?