unknown/tangent

If you can’t answer that question off the top, then you ain’t fully livin.

I don’t know if you feel it too, but I get this feeling when i’m around you… like a feeling that makes me reckless… like I can do whatever the fuck I want..like I’m on top of the world and nothing/nobody can bring me down. You make my nights worth ending because I know that tomorrow will be an even better day, as long as you’re there to spend it with me… I just hope this feeling is mutual….

Want to thank my friend Melanie for letting us kick it at her place on a random Wednesday and Thursday night, twas chill. Peep the random shots!

were supposed to be fun. This rollercoaster ride has had its ups, but its downs were to much for me to handle. I knew this ride wasn’t going to be fun, but for some reason I kept hopping back on it. You know that feeling you get when you’re in line waiting for a ride that you really want to ride… you know, that kinda nervous but exciting feeling you get? I guess you can call it the butterflies. That’s the feeling I get when I’m with her. But thats not that only feeling you get when you ride rollercoasters. Theres this other feeling you get.. you know.. the one where the rollercoaster just throws you side to side and you get sick and just want to get the fuck off that ride… that’s how I am feeling right now..sick of all the lies and bullshit…sick of getting thrown around… Don’t tell me you like me, don’t tell me you want me… don’t tell me it’s up to me what happens between us… because it’s not up to me.. I know what I want..everyone knows what I want. All I’ve been wanting this past month was you, no one else. I can’t see what I did wrong to fucking deserve this. So the ball is in YOUR COURT. You need to decide what you want to fucking do with it. Shoot the ball knowing there’s a chance you might miss, or just pass it to someone else who will shoot that shit.

I wish I could just say fuck this and fuck you… but maybe you are worth it? I’ll never know if I don’t find out for myself…

Kinda late…but yeah. Some photos I uploaded from my shitty Canon point and shoot. Wiz.. Murs..Wu, Tribe, and Snoop…Rock The Bells 2010 was pretty chill..

2.5, imy.

why do I still try even though I know I’m probably not gonna go anywhere and just sink?

I need one right now,  to straighten out my fucking priorities.

See, it works! Haha.